infront of me.

Thursday, December 31, 2009 @12:20 AM

2009 has been so far one of the best years of my life, though my first few months were rocky...i survived flawlessly. I've grown closer with people who i wish and hope to grow up with and also but ofcourse done pretty absurd things. Overall i had a fucking amazing year and i hope all of you guys did too. If not then hey, look on the bright side...it's not the end of the world huh:) so pls put on a big smile today!

Happy New Year to my darling friends, i love you for life and i hope this year will be 10xamillion more crazier for us. Thank you so much for always lifting me up whenever i was down, Thank you so much for the unforgettable memories that I'll forever cherish. If it wasn't for you guys i wouldn't be the person i am today, if it wasn't for you guys i don't think I'd ever know what the meaning of Happiness and Life is:') well. I'm not calling you my life...but..YEAH YOU GET WHAT I MEAN I LOVE YOU BAH KBYE:p

kisses all the way from Sydney,
Naz
ps: Special shoutout to my bestfriend Nurhafizahyati whom i can't imagine living without.

Saturday, December 19, 2009 @4:08 AM

i was out today with my sygs bcs i won't be seeing them till next year and i had a wonderful time as always. Also had a very unexpected guest whom we all rekindled with ♡

OH! Just a few more days and gosh i bet you it'll go by in just a glimpse, next thing you know you're already counting down the seconds with the world! i hope everyone knows what or how they want they're year to be. and for some people possibly have a fresh start in everything, little by little, piece by piece possibly from the way they dress, talk, trying new things, going crazy, some kind of an adrenaline rush, go commando hahaha simply having that Thrill! Stop living in the past(or to stop being so boring) and possibly to bend around the path and rules you were taught to follow. Mainly...start fuckin' living the life without a care in the world. i'm litereally puking in my mouth with the words that i'm saying/typing and i'm sorry hahah...i dont know what's gotten into me, just a little loco w no sleep hahaha anyway bye

and she is one of the people in my life who i can't live without

and i'm getting incredibly attached to you<3

ps: i was SOxamillion bored this morning that i made a tumblr blog thing:) i've been addicted to it for months, just havent been bothered to post! till this morning anyway, follow me! it's wishopewant.tumblr bla bla bla bla.

Thursday, December 17, 2009 @4:35 PM

totally just found out my playlist was so wrong hahaha there was that gay celebration song playing instead of the one i like hahaha. my playlist isnt for of the roof moments anymore:) oh velzzzzzzz im too lazy

@3:57 AM

so my New Years Resolution is to :

Study Hard without leaving any undone work even if it means not sleeping
To start praying again (yes, notice the again kay:p)
Try and avoid any cravings before my jaw line is gone and my arms get flabbier and my legs oh god damn legs ofcourse expands so much
Maybe oh maybe go Tasek and Yoga every week:p
To grow my hair incredibly long
Be nice and forgive everyone and everything (despite the fact that i secretly still think about stabbing a knife in your heart)
Control my crazy temper. as the elderly says "jangan marah marah nanti cepat tua!"
To think wisely about the materialistic things i buy wether i need it or not and to always look at the price tag first (maybe...)
To get a bigger closet!
To learn how to SAVE GOD DAMN MONEY for my future million pairs of tsubi, sass and bide, rock and republic, nudies and etc. wardrobe and other important stuff hahaha
Spend everyday as if it's my last
Remind my friends everyday of how much i love them

teeeheee okay i'm positive that i'll keep my promises to like about....7 of the points:p

I'm flying on sunday, will be heading off to but of course my 2nd Hometown -- Brisvegas(awu again wah) with mi familia (excluding my brother bcs he likes to party haha) okay im so gonna stop with the brackets. Haven't been down GC, at the house with my entire family for years so it'll be awesome being under it considering we've made so much memories there. Spending new years in Sydney, yuhup! Since"apparently" everyone says they have the best fireworks in the world (excluding china!) but whatever i just hope it's as remarkable and spectacular as everyone says. OOOMAGAD &driving down there too! which takes forever! like 12 hours or sth! so psyched for so for the crazy bathroom brakes, munchy pitstops and some "omg i can't feel my butt" moments! believe it or not, i don't feel like shopping...i think i've flown way too much this year i've seen everything on the rack. not. so. fun. gosh another new years rev!

i love you

ps: hi syg:):):):):):) hehe...

psps: nadz if you're reading this i totally lost your number so care to msg me:) hahaha finally visiting you after all these years i've promised x

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @3:37 AM

i believe in spending every $

Thursday, December 10, 2009 @3:56 AM

damn i loved my blogskin but oh well, stupit person. haha i can't be effed to find a new one so i'm gona leave it to that for now:p

@2:26 AM

thanks to Z who couldn't stop bragging, just like he mentioned...i really La-la-la-loved 50o days of summer to p i e c e s. :') though it clearly shows how cruel girls are really becoming these days haha but whatevs... the movie is officially on my Top 10 Favourite movies:):)

Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @3:18 AM

so ready for 2010

Monday, November 30, 2009 @1:40 AM

holidays coming up, schools been good, everyones been good, life's good:)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @1:48 AM

i've been so caught up in school, i totally forgot i even had a blog. I'm sorry but every hour, every minute is so precious and limited for me now because all i do now is work, work, work and yes...work. Obviously Art and Dt, i wouldnt say it's killing me, its just thats all i'm interested in doing now. I havent been out in eons cause i just....want and have to do my work. I can't be bothered to listen to the latest goss (eventhough i never really pay attention), i can't be bothered to dress up, i can't be bothered to wear make up, i can't be bothered to talk to anyone, i can't be bothered to socialise...i just can't be bothered anymore. I don't care if i'm walking alone nor sitting alone, i don't care if i eat way too much or way too little, I dont care if i'm darker or fatter, i don't know why but i've just stopped caring about every little thing that i used to care about so much.

I've found this massive love for football, i love the adrenaline rush when the ball is just coming towards you and you've just got to make the decision on half a second for which direction, which player you're suppose to pass it to in order for everything to be correct, lastly....i love fucking stealing the ball away from the other team hah! winner or loser...who cares

what a phase. it's nearly 2010 and my highlight of this 2009 is yazin:) hehe...<3

ps: i'm always on twitter, i'm deactivating my fb account again right after the fbfnday pics go on.

Thursday, November 12, 2009 @10:41 PM

Social was priceless, funny how a few people thought i was either upset or crying when i was sitting with my hands on my face when actually....i was bursting out laughing so much i just had to shut up. hahahahah what a wreeeeeeeck. that was one hell of a night 4me&jo

looooveiiit xx

Monday, November 9, 2009 @11:47 PM

it's better to keep it in then let it all out.

Saturday, November 7, 2009 @6:31 PM

off to mush's concert. He's dressed up as a farmer:) yes, lastyear he was a penguin but he's all big now hehe x

@4:41 PM

IELTS Essay
Media Essay
Media Research
DT Anthropometric, Disassembly and Product Analysis
DT C3&4
Art Artist Research and Experiments
Art FINAL FUCKING SHIT HOLE PIECE
DT Metals and Math Everything test

So this is all for next week. Kill me now hehe

ps: i don't like what i've/we've become...but i can't resist temptation:) (sometimes anyway)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @11:03 PM

so in sixth form now and yet people are still up to they're same old shit. I honestly don't know when some people can finally fckng wake up. I get so angry when i overhear people just bitching away and such, thinking they're so tough to talk so loud purposely, thinking they've got the power to just simply Hate a stranger or not for no apparent reason.(Well if you do then oklagoaway:p) It's ridiculous really. because dude:| grow the fucking up. It's not like you're perfect yourself, it's not like HAH everyone loves you right?:p

nothing personal, just something that bugs me. Twu o not wan, twu o not

i've been eating like a bch. loveME

ps: i'm not referring to anyone, it's just one of those sick facts you hate about a human being